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| Wednesday, December 10th, 2008 | | 1:55 pm |
Hi friends
Hi everyone. Well, Adam and I moved into a new place, last weekend. We are closer to downtown portland, closer to his work, school, and my counseling. We love this new place! Like any other place, it has it's ups and downs, but we are getting use to it. It's so quiet here all the time, and it's hard to sleep at night because of the quietness. We are on the 4th floor and top floor of the apartment building, which is really nice because we have no-one above us. It is in a locked building, which we like too. I was going to go see my grandparents today until monday, but my grandma got pneumonia, and is really sick. I wish I could have gone down there, but I just need her to concentrate on getting better right now. I really miss my family. I guess you could say I am a little homesick. It makes me sad that I can't see them as often as I would like to. As for Adam, Jack Jack and me, we are happy being together, and we hope to have a long life together. Adam and I are not engaged yet, but I think I might be getting a promise ring for christmas. There had been talk about it, I just don't know if it's going to happen. Jack Jack has a sweater now, and he is very cute in it. It also keeps him warm, so I was very happy to have bought it for him. At first he didn't like it, but now he is relaxed about it, and knows that it is good for him. Life is pretty good right now, and i hope it stays that way for a while. I don't want to go back down the tubes again. It would not be good. I have been writing a couple of books lately, and I hope to have one of them done and published in a few years. I have a writers website www.aimeewriters.webs.com if you want to go read some of the work I have done. If you do, please leave feedback! I feel very good about my writing, and I have been told that I will make it in the writing field by several people, including my writing professor at Mount Hood Community College. I really think it would be a good job for me. Well, that's about all that is going on right now! I miss you all!!!! Current Mood:  grateful | | Monday, June 2nd, 2008 | | 2:29 pm |
Everything now
hello friends! Things are getting better here. Adam's brother gets the results from his biopsy tomorrow, but they say that he probably does not have cancer. We are all relieved about that. Also Adam's mom does not have lupus, they are thinking now that she just have fiber mialgia. Which my grandma and mom both have, so it's something that is easier to take care of than lupus. Adam's other brother (that broke his foot), is getting better, he can actually put weight on it now, which we are very happy about. I also, yesterday, rescued a dog from a place where I think he had been beaten, he was free, so I rescued him. We think he is about 6 years old, and a westie scotty mix. he is very cute!! He is going to the vet tomorrow, for a check up and shots, so that will be good for him. We are also going to get him neutered this summer. His name is Jack Jack. very adorable. I heard him bark for the first time today, and it was only for 5 seconds. I jumped because I had never heard him bark before. He slept in the bed with adam and I last night. It was pretty funny, he tried to take over my spot on the bed....and then he tried to take over adam's side this morning, when adam had left for work. I gave him a haircut, and he looks a lot better now. very cute. he's on the back porch right now, so I've got to go get him away from there. Just wanted to update you Aimee Current Mood: content | | Sunday, March 23rd, 2008 | | 4:43 pm |
| | Friday, January 25th, 2008 | | 10:59 pm |
Meme
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Aimee 2. Aimers 3. Angel THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Qofhearts85 2. pandana1 3. Iwonder1985 THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My hair 2. my eyes 3. my piercings THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My fat 2. My excema 3. My boobs THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. English 2. German 3. French THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. Hights 2. Speeding 3. People leaving me THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. my wallet 2. my keys 3. my phone THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. pj pants 2. Pj shirt 3. underpants THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: 1. Alanis Morisette 2. Josh Groban 3. Jewel THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (at the moment) 1. You ought to know 2. Hate me 3. Animal I have become THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: 1. Trust 2. Understanding 3. humor TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order): 1. my eyes change color 2. I wear sexy clothes 3. I got asked today if I was a prostitute THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Hazel eyes 2. height 3. Glasses THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. internet 2. writing 3. reading THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Have a sturn talk with Adam 2. Sleep 3. cry THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED: 1. Librarian 2. Children's writer 3. stay at home mom THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. Florida 2. Medford 3. Hawaii THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE: 1. Emia 2. Ophelia 3. Renee THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Get married 2. have children 3. Sleep THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL: 1. I am moody? (i guess) 2. I have boobs 3. I get frustrated about boys THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY (LIKE) A BOY: 1. I dress comfy 2. Don't wear make-up 3. I can be mean THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW 1. I think everyone has taken it! Current Mood:  depressed | | Monday, December 31st, 2007 | | 6:41 pm |
Say goodbye to 2007!!
Some good things that happened in 2007: ~ Getting with the man of my dreams ~ Gained some new friends in Portland ~ Josh Groban concert ~ Got to see Wicked ~ Got to see Chicago ~ Got to see Jesus Christ Superstar ~ Adam moved in with me ~ Got to see my family a few times ~ Book 7 of HP came out ~ Got a new hamster ~ All in all been happier than usual Some bad things of 2007: - Four people that I was close to passed away - Lost a few friends - Therapist gave up on me - Lost contact with a few people - What happened in March.... - Panic attacks came back - 2 deadly allergic reactions - Didn't get financial Aid - Still don't know what I want to do with my life Goals for 2008: + Overcome fear of some rides at oaks park + Loose weight and not gain it back + Get a tubaligation + Save up money to take mom to Phantom in August + Get hip to stop hurting + Figure out what I want to do with my life + Save money for future + Get a job at a bookstore Hope you all have a great new year!! Current Mood:  cold | | Tuesday, November 20th, 2007 | | 10:53 am |
hehehehehe
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Sunday on a flight to Bangladesh, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Last Wednesday I pushed ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) alexial_sama in the mud (-17 points). In September I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In April I helped desertrose0601 see the light (8 points). In November I gave chibibunny85 a kidney (1000 points).
Overall, I've been nice (945 points). For Christmas I deserve a Nintendo Wii!
Sincerely,
pandana1 |
Current Mood: cheerful | | Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | | 6:29 pm |
I've been tagged!!
RULES: 1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name 5. Tag as many people in your F-LIST as possible! If someone says "is this okay?" you say God help the Outcasts - hunchback of notre dame What do you like in a guy/girl? monster mash How do you feel today? Someone's waiting for you- The rescuers What is your life's purpose? What is this feeling - Wicked (lothing people???) What is your motto? Masochism Tango- tom Lehrer (hehehehe) What do your friends think of you? Wet Dreams- Dr. Demento What do you think of your parents? Don't Cry for me Argentina- Evita What do you think about very often? Push it- Salt n Peppa What is 2 + 2? Close every door to me - Joseph and the Amazing technicolor dreamcoat What do you think of your best friend? I would die for you- Mercy Me What do you think of the person you like? You learn - Alanis Moresette (ummm...what?) What is your life story? Ironic - Alanis Moresette What do you want to be when you grow up? No Wrabbits - elmer fudd (obviously I want to be a hunter...eh?) What do you think of when you see the person you like? Press conference rag- Chicago (I do ask him a lot of questions) What will you dance to at your wedding? To the moon and back - Savage Garden What will they play at your funeral? You've got a way with me - Shania Twain What is your hobby/interest? What if I stumble- DC Talk What is your biggest fear? Not too far from here - Kim boyce What is your biggest secret? Out of my head - FAstball What do you think of your friends? Cry- Mandy moore I tag Emily, Kathleen, and lydia Current Mood:  ditzy | | Wednesday, September 12th, 2007 | | 9:19 am |
Gee, that wasn't very hard....
Comment on this post and I'll give you a letter of the alphabet, and you post your top 10 songs that begin with that letter. Anna Gave me the letter G: Grace kelly- Mika Girlfriend - Avril Lavinge God must hate me- Simple plan Goddamnit- Hot Hot heat Goodbye Alice in Wonderland - Jewel Goodbye - Audio Adrinaline God only knows - Beach boys Get Down - Audio Adrinaline Getcha- Shania Twain Goodnight my someone- From Music man I promise I won't give you a really hard letter! Current Mood: cheerful | | Sunday, September 2nd, 2007 | | 5:10 pm |
Harry Potter
I am currently playing HP and the Prizoner of Askaban, and I need help finding the rat tonic. I think I know where I need to go, but I can't move the thing, because there is something behind it. If any of you have played this game, help me out. Is there a key that I need? if so, where is it? How do I move the movable stone, when there is something behind it? Where exactly is the rat tonic? Help me out! Current Mood:  annoyed | | Monday, August 27th, 2007 | | 6:57 pm |
I'll do it
1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself. 1. I sleep better when my boyfriend is in bed with me 2.i get pissed off when I am late to things, or think I will be late 3.I am deathly afraid of hights 4.I feel that I can relate more to the wicked witch of the west, than any other movie character 5.when I am in bed, I sometimes have to get up to make sure my door is locked more than once. 6.I want to marry my current boyfriend 7.I hated living in medford, but I miss it. 2. Tag seven people to do the same: I tag whoever wants to do it! 3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever wants to do it. Current Mood:  tired | | Sunday, August 5th, 2007 | | 9:56 pm |
| | Tuesday, July 31st, 2007 | | 9:55 pm |
I'm DONE!!! (spoilers)
I am finally done with book 7! I liked how it ended...I was happy that harry didn't really die! Poor Fred, mad eye, and dobby though. Current Mood: happy | | Tuesday, July 17th, 2007 | | 11:42 pm |
Laughing at myself
Ok...I have been laughing hysterically for the past 45 minutes about. I can't seem to stop for more than a minute. Here is why I have been laughing....I got my arm stuck.....between the headboard of my bed, and the wall. It was between two bars, and the wall. I could not unstick it. I had to get off the phone with Adam, and call my friend Stephanie, so she could come down, break into my apartment, and help me. It hurt when she took my arm out, and it left a little red on my hand, but I am unstuck! YAY! When I called her, and said, "I need your help" she thought it was a panic attack, or a depression attack that i needed help with (because she lives right upstairs I get her help with those a lot), until I explained that my arm was stuck. When I was finally free, I went upstairs, and we all (Stephanie, Jeremy, and I) laughed a long time. It was great. I was afraid that we might have had to call the fire department to get me free, but luckily stephanie got me out. Imagine how embarrassed I would be if we had to call the fire department....I would have died! But anyway, it was really really funny! I haven't gotten truly stuck since....since I stuck my finger in a bottle of Scmernoff and shook it, a while back! Current Mood: crazy | | Wednesday, June 13th, 2007 | | 8:00 pm |
Going
I am heading to Missouri in the morning, for a few days. I will write all about it when I get back. Ta Ta For now! Current Mood: cheerful | | Tuesday, April 24th, 2007 | | 1:04 pm |
Man oh mighty
I just had to write a letter to the state, that I didn't want to write, but I needed to. My friend stephanie has 3 kids. She has past drug use, so if she gets caught doing drugs again, she will loose her kids. I told her that if she smoked pot more that she would loose her kids, yet she didn't listen to me. Her apartment is a mess, and she is neglecting her kids. I really didn't want to write the letter telling the state, but I had to...for the children's best intrest. It was one of the hardest things I have ever done. And, when the kids get taken away, I will probably have to testify against her. thus, loosing her as a friend. It's going to hurt, but it's something that needs done. Please send good thoughts my way! Current Mood: crappy | | Sunday, March 11th, 2007 | | 12:41 pm |
I finally did it!!!
You all should be very proud of me!! I concured two of my biggest fears yesterday! I rode on a rollercoaster, AND a FARRISWHEEL! I can't believe I did it! But yes, I did. It was not a dream. I rode on the rollercoaster 8 times, and I rode on the farriswheel twice. It was amazing. Current Mood:  accomplished | | Thursday, February 22nd, 2007 | | 5:35 pm |
R.I.P.
Well, I woke up this morning to bad news. Because of it, I didn't go to school, and I didn't feel like doing anything. My first boyfriend/ first kiss died on monday afternoon because of his diabetes. I guess he just gave up. I had an email from my brother that told me this news. I sat here at my computer not knowing what to do, so I called stephanie. I know I say I never cry, but this morning I couldn't stop. It hurts. After about half and hour of crying, I went completely numb (as I do whenever something bad happends) and couldn't feel anything physically or mentally. Well, usually that numbness lasts about 12 hours, but this time it only lasted 6 hours. I am no longer numb, and I am about to cry again. Scratch that. I am crying again. Why did he die? Why do good people have to die? IT'S NOT FAIR THAT A 23 YEAR OLD, GOOD GUY, DIED!!!! I'm sorry but I don't think it's fair! He lived most of his life with diabetes. When he and I were dating, he was in and out of the hospital. The reason I broke up with him is because everytime he was in the hospital, I worried myself sick, and now he's DEAD! It's just not fair!!! Rest in Peace Michael. Current Mood: numb | | Monday, February 12th, 2007 | | 4:35 pm |
My letter is M!
Reply and I'll give you a letter. Find five songs that start with that letter and post them to your journal. My humps - black eyed peas My boyfriend's back - It's an oldy My Perogitive- Bobby Brown My heart will go on- Celine Dion Master and servant - depech mode | | Sunday, January 21st, 2007 | | 12:49 pm |
FLOWERS!!!
HE BROUGHT ME FLOWERS!!! YAY!!!! Current Mood:  loved | | Monday, January 8th, 2007 | | 7:59 pm |
Follow your heart, aimee...
So, I got some of the best advice, today, that I have ever gotten. My friend stephanie told me," you need to follow your heart, aimee...not your head!" Well, I wasn't following my heart when I started liking mike...I was following my head (and my eyes) I knew he wasn't the one for me, but I still persured it. (stupid on my part) But, when he rejected me, I realized that he wasn't the one my heart was for. The guy that has my heart will remain nameless, because I am not ready for everyone to know. I need to follow my heart, and be with this guy, instead of pulling away, like I did about 6 months ago. I was just afraid of getting hurt, and I shouldn't have been, which I realized when I told him my biggest secret and he told me something that amazed me. And he is and has been very special to me for a long time, and I needed to realize that. God put him in my life for a reason...I don't know that reason yet, but he is very special. He says he will never hurt me, and I believe him, because in the 3 years I have known him, he hasn't hurt me even once! I get chills when I think about him. Is this love...if not, what is it? It isn't lust, it isn't infatuation. It's mutual, and he means a lot to me. Am I ready for this? I don't know, but I will know when the time is right. Like my friend said, I need to follow my heart. And that's what I intend to do! Ok now on the school subject. I did well today. I had my writing class and my phsyics class. I think I will do pretty well with all my classes seeing that one of those is my hardest class, and I think I will do well with it too. Tomorrow I only have my math class, and then homework time. I did most of my homework today, so I have a jump on it. YAY! So, I am all around happy person right now. (Maybe it's because the meds are actually helping!) Hope all of you are doing well! Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: You're beautiful- James Blunt |
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